With the holiday season dwindling and finals over I feel somewhat empty. I still feel alone, betrayed and confused about what's transpired many moons ago and I'm kicking myself for letting it get this way, though I'm not all to blame. I'm told to put more faith and trust in people, yet the person whom I felt closest to, whom I was so close to revealing my biggest secret, can't even look me in the face. In the end, life screws us all. The only thing I'm happy about is I didn't give away what I've been holding on to for so long to a person who I can't talk to much anymore. And if that person is reading this, I feel sorry for you. I feel sorry about what happened to you, but I'm also sorry about what happened to us. But I don't know what to say to you anymore.
---------------edit, DEC 22, 9:33 PM
Thank you.
Friday, December 19, 2008
I'm not dead
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oh dearest Elise,
I hope you and this person could possibly work things out. if not, i know it was probably the right thing to happen.
you still have little ol' me :]
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